Archive for May 18th, 2011

My mom seems to think taking digestive enzymes is “weird” or bad, is that true at all? What do you think?/ Also, which of those supplements would you reccommend/ tried yourself and had good results with (like specific names)?

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    Um. My name’s John. I have a fiancee, and her name is Dora. I love her, and I want to be with her for the rest of my life. She truly is amazing to me. However. . . before we started seeing each other, she’d spent her time behind closed doors with nearly a handful of male partners. I’d heard rumors ‘n whatnot before doing so, but was still shocked when she told me all the details. The worst times were:1) When one of her ‘boyfriends’ (the same she’s tried to start seeing again around February) slept with her for hours to ‘renew her soul’. Trust me– I want to bash his fuckin’ head in with a lead pipe. 2) When she confided in me an exploit involving a ‘contest’ that lead to her giving fellatio for two men at once. The guys that ‘fingered her the best’ (o_o) got such a reward. While her reasons are understandable (she is a rape victim, says that promiscuous sex provided a release of stress afterwards, that she liked the attention– once telling herself “Dora, everybody wants to fuck you, so let them do it. . . ” wanted to get caught by her careless parents, etc), I sometimes think about what’s done in the past. And it upsets me. I wish those things could’ve not happened to her, but. . . ugh. It’s that sort of thought you just can’t let go of, you know? You keep thinking about it, and it just becomes a greater problem all the while. I mean, I was a virgin before I met her. So you can understand how I would feel about such a thing, being so ‘new’ to the experience. While I don’t hold it against her and honestly accept her for who she is (she is a very beautiful girl, both physically and sentimentally), I feel that her past does create problems with us in our life together. I often worry about other guys talking to her (she gets hit on a lot, though she usually turns them down, and has technically ‘cheated’ on me once already– she kissed a guy early during our relationship in November–, but we’ve been together ever since with no such problems) and unfortunately become terrified at the thought of her going all the way sometime in the future. She means EVERYTHING to me. She is my whole world, and the thought of losing that really scares the sh!t out of me. I don’t know what I’d do without her. I’d be crushed if that happened. I just recently had a nightmare about her doing so. When she told me about November, my heart swelled. . . :(So I guess what I’m asking here is for some guidance to my worries, some well-needed relief when I become distressed like this. It would help a lot. I mean, I try to keep my thoughts positive and tell myself to just trust her and do my best to make sure it doesn’t happen by treating her appropriately, but it does seem like a neverending battle. . . . I know that she loves me. (She’s gone out of her way to please me so many times to remember, and I treat her well. Much better than they ever did. I know that she would never leave me, but she admittedly doesn’t think too well sometimes. This traps her into problematic situations because of it by giving guys her telephone number, etc. So any consolation will be much appreciated. I think part of me just NEEDED to say something about it. Other than her, I’ve kept these feelings and terrible truths a secret. I must admit that writing about it has soothed my spirits a little. But please answer. It would help me out a lot. I love her so very much. I want to bring her happiness, and supplement for all of the pain she’s endured in the past. . . :/PS: And, though I feel ashamed by it, she will sometimes refuse to engage in sexual activities with me. This makes me envious (because of her promiscuous past). I think it’s because I have a bit of superiority complex. I always tell her that I’m a lot better than those guys ever were, and yet you did this ‘n that for them for nothing. And you love me, but won’t do the same for someone you love. It makes me feel like a jerk. But it’s upsetting. It makes me feel like I’m not good enough for her, and that I’m also just as bad as them. I’ve tried to stray away from that type of thinking as of late, however, and she’s been more willing towards those matters since my little vent. I think this is also a problem. But I can usually put it behind me so long as things are going well in the bedroom for us. Some help with this would also be very appreciated. I’m not willing to leave her over it, either. The lack of sex is simply not worth it. There are so many other things I cherish more about her (the bond of closeness, intimacy, similarities, and understanding we share together are so much more meaningful). – . . . John

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